Sleeping too late is like giving yourself a mind f*ck.

1. So what can u do if u're widely awake at 0220am when u had more than enough sleep from 10pm???? I feel freaking fresh now compared to how i felt yesterday which i had merely only 3 hours of sleep. The aftermath feeling sucks to the milky way man. Sleeping too late seriously sucks. It'll screws up ur routine and ur mind.

2. Wrel test was pretty fine and hopefully history 106 will be better. Damn summer is over! Almost everyone is leaving soon but at least at least at least, the most important person is still here, and hopefully that person will always... dot dot dot *censored*not for u paparazis to know! :]

3. 2 weeks of holiday is coming soon. So far one of the plans had blown off and i'm `reviving' the Phuket/Bali trip. Who wanna join???? Preferably from the 9th till the 14th of August baybeh. Budget less than 2k i'm serious here.

4. Many exciting things are coming. Live on! I mean, it will only come few years later.

5. I'm really holding the sand too tight nowadays. I'll try to loosen up to see how much sand will actually left and stay in my hand then i'll really know... :] Simply because when u're loving someone too much, people tend to be very sensitive towards little issues/ totally irrelevant events. Love is after all... like a bird. U really gotto set it free and it'll only be yours when it comes back to you.. It's not easy after all.

6. Crap it's 0306am now. I'm feeling a bit hungry now. Just saw pky's fb status about instant noddle and i feel like eating the korean noodles now. Ok forget bout it, cos i ain't gonna cook at this hour.

7. I noticed a lil weird changes in myself nowadays as im pretty afraid of certain things. uncontrollable feelings/thoughts = leads to unconscious behavior?? I know it WAS a `cycle' that i've gone through years back.. I know this time is definitely better and something that i needed but i need a lot of comforting and at least a lil assurance that won't disappoint me at this very moment.... My heart is screaming yet i can't help it. Who can and who will actually really care to listen to it when no one really cares to understand me for the situations that i'm facing now..?

8. Ok, sis said i'm fat. Ling hitted on my fats and she said i'm fat too. Conclusion? I'm still very slim and (caution, if u don't wanna puke, leave this page now because i'm gonna write something which u cannot accept here)... SEXAY! *runs*

9. I miss you `ling'. I bet u're pigging like a raccoon now with all sorts of cute dreams heh.

10. It's 0330am and i'm signing off :]..